Hehe, I'm updating because marci_ny "nudged" me! =D
I'm doing okay. I'm down to about 277 pounds now. Today I discovered that I can fit in the seatbelts in the back of my uncle's car. I haven't been able to do that since before 2003. Even then they were TIGHT! Now they are loose enough to be comfortable.
I'm going to request, to my family doctor, help from a psychologist. I have a lot of mental problems, which I don't feel like talking about here (sorry). At times I think that if I were dead I would be happier. I made a mistake of telling my father and he told my uncles. I'm sick and tired of them always asking me "ARE YOU OKAY?" over and over again. It just pisses me off and I get very snappy.
I have been really lax with my exercising. Once I get my license I plan to sign up at Curves, maybe that will help me. I have no motivation for exercise alone. It's a waste of time in my mins. =\
Otherwise, I'm fine. I had a good time out tonight. We went to Outback Steakhouse. I love that place to death. I had the chicken griller (heavily seasoned grilled chicken, served on a bed of rice with grilled vegetables and pineapple). I also cheated with a bowl of my favorite soup, French Onion. I don't feel guilty, because I know that I can cheat like that a couple times a month and still stick to the plan and lose weight. =)